Gratitude....

You know, the last 2 blog entries have been gripes...

I'm so grateful I can gripe about something! I should be dead - really dead. I drove drunk, sometimes in a black out. I tried to kill myself one drink at a time for 25 years.

Buying cherries is a luxury. Cable is a luxury. To be able to move into a house of my own - that's just incredible! I don't "deserve" it. If I got what I deserved, I'd be dead - again with that....

Luxury problems. I didn't have luxury for a long time. I'm grateful for my luxury problems....